A Sacred Declaration—Of Truth, Healing, and Unshakable Becoming
What does it mean for me to be sovereign?
I’ve lived many worlds — through storms, migrations, threats, isolations, burns, and countless more — seen and unseen, known and unknown.
It’s the words I’ve reclaimed through it all that keep my trust in myself whole — and if not whole, then expanded. I’m doing more than just remembering for accountability and boundaries in the stories I breathe life into — I’m setting the quality of the soil on the land I choose to stand on; the land that has chosen me too. It is the undeniable presence of my life that separates the periods of time where my value and strengths were diminished in favor of others’ survival — and choosing to rise on my own terms, forever. It’s the security of reflection that gives back the reverence for my existence that is well deserved — not because my life is better than anyone else’s in this lifetime, but because my lifetime deserves the best of me.
This morning is the second day in the new Airbnb. My room has a beautiful mid-view of old pine trees with soft, pillowy branches drooping kindly toward the surrounding spaces like elegant fingers. There’s a home right across the window, perfectly framed. It has a powder-grey roof and a pine patio for barbecues and outdoor lounging. This scene is on the north wall of my room. I can hear birds chirping, and I get loving visitors as the days go by. It’s a picture of a future I’m making my way toward — a true north I envision for myself.
I saw a video on Instagram yesterday about a whale with an S-curved tail from a ship injury. The voiceover spoke about her courage and strength to migrate to British Columbia — a journey deemed impossible by scientists. Although the video showed her with a companion by her side, the narration still spoke of the sharks, her emaciation, and the fact that these dangers — inflicted on whales by passing ships — are all too common. That it needs to stop.
It made me feel sad, angry — and I saw something of myself in the story.
“Will I make it to my North, especially now, in the condition I’m in?”
I have two S-curved names now: Sisné Senne. For those who knew me before 33, they will not recognize that name. In many ways, I too was hit by ships — in more ways than one. I am not a whale in this lifetime, at least not physically. Still, the pain of my experiences has shifted my entire life into realms of unknown circumstances, held by a depth of consciousness I can never fully express. There, in spirit, the whale is with me. We speak of resilience and self-compassion. It is not our fault that we are treated unkindly or lose support on our natural journey — but it is our empowerment that turns everything we’ve experienced into beauty and gifts for the generations to come.
As I heard her story and reflected on my own fears, I see now that what struck me most was beauty — in her, and in me. She and I existed in the same timeline, though apart. She’s encouraged me to hold in my heart her dreams and embolden my own. My work is not just for my success — but for the success of the quality of life of all that is sacred in this world. It is serious work, yes, but also simple — easily supported by the divine. The work I am devoted to is about honoring the gifts of this life. And I can heal the parts that are not well with as much kindness and care as I can muster of myself.
I wrote this to ChatGPT today, as I asked for support in clarifying and processing my feelings:
“…It doesn’t matter if no one believes you. You know the truth of your experiences. What you’re calling in now is not their recognition or confirmation. You’re calling in money, wealth, abundance — not determined by the people, places, and things that evidently never wanted you to succeed on your sacred terms. Your abundance comes from the very people who have prayed someone like you would exist in their lives. The more you are seen, the more you speak, the more you express yourself in their lives — the more you reach your full potential. And Source will be there with you at the top to take you to new lands — not in struggle and suffering as the culmination of grief in 2024 — but in the pinnacles of your joy, happiness, and success that your self-respect afforded you. It’s only up from here.”
This was a sacred, channeled message from Source, at a time when I felt conflicted about my circumstances — not knowing how in the world I could manifest the changes and shifts I long for in my life. But even as I write, I am reminded: I am in co-creation with life. Collaboration is a team effort, and I am asked to trust the process and tap into the best version of myself — in every waking moment — aligning to the truth of my being and the best of my abilities.
Choosing a path that is yours is not easy — not yet. It’s not the challenge that makes it hard, but the collective resistance to change, to evolution — toward sincerity, feminine honor, and sacred belonging. It asks humans to lay their guards down, surrender to divine callings, and activate true soul alignments.
It is not well — but it will be okay. You have loved yourself more and more each day. Each moment you were made to question your values, you poured back into them. Each direction you were denied, you trusted you’d be guided well. Your empowered choices make you clear about the path away from all that is not well for you — and that’s the space where you recollect your voice. The traumas you carried — and are slowly and intentionally releasing with self-respect — aren’t proof of lack or unworthiness. They are evidence of how powerful you’ve had to be just to survive. And now, they will become the bedrock of your thriving. You have the right to be tender and to anchor your values in the truth you see of this existence.
And now you’re building — on land you’ve blessed. Not because you asked for suffering, but because despite it, your vision stayed true to your path, to Source, to the kindness and love you know you were called to live and have in this world.
And in that building, you are free. Unbound by the systems that refuse your truth. Unbound from powers that seek permission and validation. You build with your eyes open all around you.
What you’re calling in are the clients, community, and income that exist specifically because of YOU — because you dared to become what they need and want in their lives and in the lives of those they love. What you are raising is the value of love within you — timeless, ancient, universal.
“2025 is the reward for my courage. I release the shame — not because it wasn’t real, but because it cannot sustain my True Love Life. I am now a match to the financial joy, visibility, and resources that empower my voice and all that is well for my life — to be paid to be well. My choice this year is to rise in the fullness of receiving wealth and wellness — well-being in its highest abundance.
I am right on time. I am in the rebirth of my highest alignment. I am asking for what is well for me, my family, and all I love. I am settling in more than I could have ever imagined for myself.”
