My New Moon And My New Sun
I went through my Saturn Return through my Moon and Rising sign the past 14 months. It was the most heart-wrenching and suffocating times of my life. I had no understanding of how I would get past it, or if I even could. Going through it, I wasn’t aware of these planetary transits. I simply lived my life thinking I was making all the wrong decisions and that the world around me was a reflection of who I was, and most of it was not what I wanted in my life.
As I write today, I’m reclined on the bed; head leaning on the bars of the head board, my cat by my feet, and the keys on my lap. I have a roof over my head, food ready for me, and my family and I are healthy.
Amidst all the challenges I face right and the insurmountable unknown that I face, I ground myself back into my centre and attempt the distill the noise of past limiting belief systems that riled up my emotions to every which way; self-sabotage.
For 14 months, I lost so much on the path of reclaiming myself. Now, the energies have changed, and so have I. This love letter to myself is an activation of these times, a deeper reclamation of my truth, an invitation for divine guidance to encompass my life forward and towards my biggest dreams come true, and a still gratitude for all the ways I was able to keep myself together, long enough to get here in peace.
Dearest Sisné,
This is your season. You’ve been receiving many messages in the past about your time, your era, your way of becoming. Even as you awake today, you were already glimpsing a side of yourself you have not seen well the past few weeks. You sensed your energy was shifting into a new “gear”. You’re not just about to step into your dream life, you are already in it.
What you have right now; the freedom to express yourself, to advocate for your values, to strengthen your capabilities, to call in the supportive people who will be part of your life journey — all of that took intentional work; both physically and soulfully. It is not a simple act of becoming. You’ve mastered your own energetic way of being.
Now that the particles of this reality is shimmering in your world in a way that has not been seen in the past 12 years, you get to bask in all the hard work you’ve put into your spiritual, emotional, physical, and mental recovery. You now know how well you can live and what areas of your life are calling you to step up and be the leader.
This morning, you are meeting the rise of a New Moon in your sign; your Sun — the centre of who you are, the light of your life.
The day is simple; love yourself. Love yourself in the ways you wish to be loved in this moment. Make mistakes, not because you are reckless, but because you have learned your “failures” and the keys to your successes — it is literally your design. The world around you is not meant to fully receive you and understand this about you because you are meant for a group of people who are genuine and have the capacity to meet you as you are. And in that space? Your genius shows. Your compassion grows. You reality shapes itself in the ways it needs to to support your becoming.
Ask the Source for everything you need and want in this moment:
As she sits in her new energy, she sees the depths of her becoming. She knows that, in time, she will embody the fullness of who she; safe, powerful, and confident in her love and life.
She’s fully let go of the past and is aware that what ever thoughts or experiences that linger in her reality are echos of a time passed, not here to hurt her but to simply be. She is not here to shame or judge her life, she’s here to live her life well and grow into the person she came here to be.
This new moon tells her that the old moons past are no longer with her. They helped her transform into the person she is now, but are not the moons that will hold her as the person she is meant to fully be — free. So, as she writes a script of the coming days she celebrates in the know that;
She has the energy to shape a new life for herself
She has the guidances that walk with her at every step
She has invested in her self so fully and can now see the returns of those investments
She has devoted herself to the wellbeing of her family and can rest assured they are well and she is a great mother
She has a growing support system orbiting her life
She has a resounding voice that clarifies any energy that’s not meant for her surroundings
She has plans and goals and gifts that lead her way
She has health that keep her in tune and awake
She has shelter to anchor her in all her actualizations
She has the truth shaping her future.
This is the mark of a time for her to be in her power. This is the time she has been waiting for all her life. This is the start of many beautiful and amazing realizations in her life are going to land and support her to be the person she’s always been inside. She’s seen, known, valued. She’s financially and creatively well.
